i'm pretty amused at how shocked my friends were when they saw my new haircut. this has to be like the third hair cut in one and a half months? X)

anyways, i find that getting a haircut is a very good way to relieve stress. the snip snip snip of the scissors beside ur ear is a very therapeutic sound. although i kinda think some of the stress has transferred itself onto my mum, she was all "whatever did you do to ur hair??? [desparate look]". haha! sorry mummy! it'll grow back, i promise. :P

oh yah and i realised i've gone a full circle back to looking the way i used to when i was a little kid, with the short hair and all. sometimes it's like i'm trying to reach out for those lost childhood memories, trying to recall how genuine laughter sounds like, so that i can draw on those happy times for strength to keep me going.

sigh.

on the other hand, i'm starting to really like econs. mr s_wden can be really encouraging :) today during tutorial when he was handing out the EU sugar market DRQ, he looked at my mcq marks and went, "well that's an A! [smile]". haha. i was really thankful for that encouraging remark, even tho it was actually a border line A, like 70% on the dot, and also the fact that it was just an mcq exercise. but yknow sometimes it's these little affirmations that motivates people, esp people like me. :)

math nowadays is just plain ______. i used to like it so much more in sec 4 when mrs ang taught us. i got As back then.. but now, with a tchr that says "i give up" on an average once per tutorial, it's kinda hard to stay interested. i guess that's why i dont make an effort to be uncareless, and remain unconfident of myself after 2 fails.
ah well. what to do?

then i see you standing there
wanting more from me
and all i can do is try
go to, then; your considerate stone.
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